Olafur Helgi (oh how)

I think it time to blog some thing. Well where to start…..

I whent back home to Iceland in September. Well Going home was really fun. But the day before I had to go home I felt like id did not want to go back. But I knew I was coming back to Milan. So when I got there I had I great time. Went to a children's birthday party to Oli (the son of Jon and Gaua). And went to meeting with Al-Anon and my meet my friends. But the time I had to go back I did not tell any one but I really did want to, but I did know why, because I was having good times in Milan and my fashion program was about to start. Well I went any way. I knew I had to of I like to make my dreams come true. There is no use sitting around in Iceland and doing nothing and just dreaming and telling every one what I like to do with my life. But back in Milan. There was more difficult times waiting for me. I stared to get depressed, I did not like to socialise and the DVDs where my friends. I called my mum every day or my friends. But I did not understand why I was acting like this. I lost all interest in my studies. I was getting behind on my studies and I felt like all the other kids where doing it so professionally. I really felt bad. Some times I just wanted to die. So one day I got the courage to send an e-mail to the international office in my school and tell one person about how I was feeling. She acted quickly. So I had meetings wit her at international relations office in my school and a head Master of the fashion department. Well they told me this. Do I enjoy begin here and I said no so they asked why and I told them about my dream. Then they said the think my main problem is still the language coming here not knowing one word is hard and I have to give it time. Then they added that they think I'm one of the most talented student in the school. They I have seen my portfolio and my entry exam and they would to any thing to keep a student with my talent in the school. WOW! That not all the head Master of the fashion department told me also that she thinks I`m maybe doing thins slowly but my work is really good and needs a good artist do be like I am. She also said that she think if I will give Milan time like 5 or 10 years she thinks I can make it internationally. Oh my goodness! Wow I just did not know what to say. Then she said I have a sickness which all the best artist gets a sickness think you are not good enough.

Let’s talk about Christmas. My dad came over to me here in Milan and we did some city sheeting (I think I write it like that). We had Italian Christmas at my hostess mum place on Christmas-eve and Christmas day at her daughter place. Then on boxing day we invited all of her family to an Icelandic Christmas dinner. My dad stayed in Milan for 3 weeks and then I had some Italian classes and NABA stared again. There were exams in February but I got sick with fever over 40. So that means I have to do all the exams in June. I’m now up on my feet and have some thing about my life to take a look at when you have nothing to write about it is a sine you not enjoying you life. I think so here is the link to my picture site and you can taka a look at some photos. And I hope I will soon but pictures of some of my work. Now I'm off.

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